clouds

i donno why but cloudy days always make me melancholic.....i donno why but my mood can be a clear reflection of outside environment...on a cloudy day i dont even feel like getting out of my bed or do something productive ....my fav activity is to get some bengali romantic novel (preferably nillohit or buddhadeb guha) and curl up beside the bedside window,with some soft background music....if not i would love to sit beside the window and let my mind roam around in its own accord....another nice way to spend a couldy day is to go out in some desolate place near some forest...may be alone or may be with a chosen few friends......sitting there u could just enjoy the beauty of the forest ........feel free or make urself one with it.....i donno bout others but it makes me strangely calm.....being one with nature...i know its a very old concept but exceptionally soothing......these clouds and greens soothes my soul n fills me with a yearning......yearning to love...to be loved......encourages me to forget my scars n be whole again..................